The summer in between high school and college has proven itself to be a very uncertain time. I find that I am becoming really nervous about making my own way in the world. Even though I was taught how to be independent, I have always felt as though I've had a safety net when I need it. No matter what, if I mess up, my family is there. I never feel more at ease as when my sisters are home or my mom is around. In a world where so much goes on, I feel like being around people who love me unconditionally creates a soft and fluffy cloud of comfort. Now that I will be moving away, I feel like a little bit of that comfort will be lost. Of course there are phone calls and visits, but it's not the same as coming home to someone who is willing and eager to hear every detail of my day. Although I'm sure the other girls at Mills will be friendly, I don't think they will be interested in every single thought that passed through my head from the moment I woke up to that very second. Although, come to think of it, it's possible that my mom wasn't thaaaat interested either. I find that as college approaches I'm thinking more and more about what it will feel like to live alone. I guess I was so caught up in the excitement of getting into college and the prospect of a new life that I didn't stop to think about the parts that will be hard. I have never taken change very well (proof in the fact that I cry every time I get my hair cut) but I guess now is the time to start getting used to it because ready or not, things are about to change a lot.
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Snow White
6/25/2017 10:40:41 am
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AuthorHey, it's Kerry:) I have 2 older sisters and they both started a blogs... so naturally (being the little sister) I joined the bandwagon. So here I am! I hope you enjoy, if not... well go find something else to do. :) Archives
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